If I have ever been ready to start a new year, this one would be it. 2004, gotta say it wasn't the best, went through a whole lot last year, but was able to look at it and see it for what it was worth, the only good thing I can say about this year is that i'll be graduating from college, finally....
From beginning to end this year has sucked! Literally, the poop is for the birds. No vacation, continuous stress, and migraine headaches to whatever else you can think of, it's just sucked...Not happy with this year at all!
This whole month has sucked, and I just want to give a Thank you to my best friend for being there for me, when the poop hit the fan, and I needed someone to help clean it up. Hopefully, we got all of it, and I won't have to deal with it anymore.
Usually the tone of my blogs are fun-filled and catchy, but this month has been...i don't even have a word to describe how this month has been, i'm so anxious for it to be over. I've never felt more ready for a part of my life to be over with.
Much love to my family and friends, even still I love you dearly. I can't express how nice it is to just know that I'll always have you in my life. It means a lot to me.
And on that note, I'm ready to celebrate the new year coming, fudge Thanksgiving, and Christmas, let's just skip right on into the new year, and welcome all the blessings that are going to come. I'm ready to receive them. I'm tired of the trials and tribulations; I'm tired of climbing I'm just ready to rest for a while, and just be happy, if that state is possible, I'd love to experience it.
If I were to go into seclusion, which sometimes I feel like that's what I want to do, would that be wrong, would that be punking out, is that a way of putting up my white flag, because I'm not able to handle the harshness of reality. Because just when I feel like I'm able to handle anything, that's when the crap begins to overflow, and everyone knows that poop stinks, and if you don't clean it up, it'll stick...you feel me...I'm fed up with cleaning up poop. Not only my poop but everyone elses too, and I'm sure some people are tired of helping me clean up my poop too.
What'dya do huh! If I knew what the proper cleaning solution was for the poop not to return, I'd sell it on Ebay...I swear to you I would.
This weekend and last weekend in particular, has just been absolutely unbelievable! Like...being caught up in the abyss....without an exit, and if there were an exit it's no where in view...When you have moment's like this you miss out on everything, all the positive, good, and fun things that happen in life...And guess what...that sucks!
And you know what else sucks, the fact that I'm the girl of a million faces, and I can't change the mood of my face so that it isn't evident that I'm stressed out!
Supermoe is no longer in the building...She's been stretched too far, the supernatural abilities have been sent back to the lab for rejuvenation, don't know how long they'll be out, but look for the normal moe, say "hi" to her, she's less active, but still packs a powerful punch...not as powerful as supermoe, but hey she's still cute!
ciao for now people! talk to ya later.