My thoughts about Valentine's Day....
It's a day perpetuated by a bunch of self-righteous and fake people, who love based on a condition, a situation, a holiday, built to make grocers, wine dealers, lingerie sellers, chocolate producers, and flower shops rich. I don't love based on a condition. Love makes you selfless, it makes you absolutely insane, and you want it so much that you go along with the madness voluntarily. There is a proverb that says:

Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly

Doesn't that crap make you want to vomit, I mean really! Let me be completely upfront with you all today, on this beautiful Tuesday, February 14, 2006.
I thought today would be an awesome day for me, unlike other Valentine's Days, when I either spent them with girlfriends, alone, family, or with someone special (at the time).
I really believed that this day would be different, spent with a person whom I've loved unconditionally, without paradox. Simple, pure, true love…been through the trenches, and just got back on the battlefield and fought more, even harder every time.
I’m an emotional creature, part because I’m female, part because I don’t have a solid foundation with the two men in my life who are/were suppose to love me unconditionally (my father and my brother), so I have issues with men, and part because I’m on birth control (the ladies can feel me on this one)…Me being emotional has nothing to do with how much I love, why I love or who I love, it just intensifies reactions…so you can say I am an intense person. When a person falls in love, or chooses to fall in love, it’s very passive aggressive, because its part choice, but then again, its not a choice…I guess it all depends! I don’t know.
Love confuses us because we “think” too much about it. It isn’t geometry, or applied physics, it’s a natural and raw emotion. Many tangents in this entry, but I hope all that are reading will follow. So I’m going to rap it up like this:
For everyone who has love, keep striving towards the ultimate perfection, like the love that God has for us, it’s a difficult journey, let us not be wooed by those who are selfish, who dictate, or those who find love as a convenience or are inconsistent with their love. Be patient with those who try, confront those who don’t try hard enough, be passionate to those who boast their love for you, and embarrass you in public, be weary of those who don’t relay it, not only to you, but to others, for love is not something that hides, love wide open…one who is in love isn’t ashamed to be “sprung”
Ladies: Find a man who worships you, and knows that there are other women, but he cannot imagine that there could be any other like you. Revel in your alone time – use is as a time for personal growth.
Gentlemen: When you know its love, you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes to her. Walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across the field of daisies can only come later when you are sure they won’t laugh if you trip!
Now ladies and gentlemen, the reason for this blurb…I was in an awesome mood, the day is beautiful, had a good lunch, and then I read this on my boyfriend’s away message on AIM; tell me what you think, those of you that know me, know how to reach me:

I'm a loner today! To all in love Happy V-day!

So I say this to you all: The heart has its reasons that reasons know nothing of, I’m not trying to make sense of it, I just needed an outlet to vent

Ciao

Didn’t proof read this, and not going to…!