I'm just going to type today, I'm going to allow my fingers to stay upon the keyboard, so watch out for typos, grammar errors, and things of that nature...Run-on sentences are permitted when you have to vent, in the way that I have to, so here it goes:

On this quest to find that special someone, why is it so difficult for people to tell the truth...Why do people you care about get hurt, Is it possible to love two people at the same time?....To that statement, I say no...It's not possible. What do you think? I let go of someone rather special..Someone whom I never really saw a future with, but nonetheless, loved the guy to bits! He was warming up to me, possibly an easy love affair, but I let him go, for the sake of the new guy...and the new guy has major issues...like no job, no car, and 3 kids....by 3 different women...
Whats the attraction... Idon't know...I run into people whom I've never had a relationship with and I wonder why...I had lunch with this guy and by god it was the best conversation I've had with him up-to-date...then I think, why didn't I give him a chance as a boyfriend...Oh yeah, He's an alcoholic and he smokes weed, but he has a car, and a job...a good job at that, one that can evoke endless hours of conversation. But why am I with a jobless, carless, baby maker...Mhmmm...It' s nonesense...because the truth is...I'm not in love with him...for reasons I can spit off the top of my head...I love him...but that's about it...I give him a chance because of his potential...but day in and day out, that potential seems far far away...The man claims he wants to marry me, painted me a beautiful mental picture...then the very next day lied to my face about (yet another) potential paternity case! And he wonders why I don't want to have his kids...because you have 3...what the fudge! Is that off the wall...
A part of me thinks that I owe the other guy an opportunity to have me all to himself...He put himself out there for me...nonetheless he lied too, but he humbled himself...and his proof was in his actions...No one understands him like me...Maybe I'm his only motivator, the poor guy doesn't even get on the internet because of me...I got love for him though...Whatever I did wasn't intentional...that doesn't lessen the pain...But it was meant to go this way, I can't go back and change it and make it better, I don't know how...I'm stuck right now, in this vicious cycle...ADHD is a mutha fudger...It's a epidemic plaguing the black men of america...trust me, it ain't the white man, it's Attention Defecit...Every guy for the past 3 years has had a serious case of the crap...Redlin needs to be sold over the counter, to women only...for there children and there boyfriends/husbands...I think it's a male-oriented disease or at least 90% of people who suffer from it are men...I'd put money on that...
Nothing exciting has been going on, I went to a birthday party with Carla, where I practically got hit on by a chick! We haven't been to the club, went to King of Prussia a few weeks ago...did the shopping thing..Saw a guy from UMBC there...who graduated and lives in Jersey...still can't figure that one out....Tire blew out on 95...that was interesting...Trooper put my spare on...said we had him sweating like a slave without his papers...funny! Blackplanet is definitely over rated...I got back on Yahoo Messenger...Hit the kid up. It's funny, I don't mention that I'm on yahoo, but all these dudes on Blackplanet be like Hey wassup....I met you on Blackplanet...Yeah and.....! Stalker-ish activity is not permitted, I don 't give out my Yahoo screen name...nor my AOL screen name, I don't even talk to people on BP...so what gives....
I need to relocate...maybe a pedicure would help....
Better things are coming....soon enough...patience is the key that unlocks the doors to my dreams....Waiting is nothing but my appetitite for success!

Ciao people...until next time, thanks for reading!

Hey fellas....Stop it with the " Hey Ma" or "Mami"....I am not your darn mother, I didn't birf you, yes I wrote "birf".....I will not acknowledge you, because I'm not your mother, nor am I anyone elses mother....Thanks...that's it! Ciao!!
Oh...Two options....party at Dream with Lebron on Friday or go to John's brother's party at Tiffany East....Who's coming with?

Sorry it's been so long, I've been working....sort of! You all know I have like 3 jobs, well actually it's down to three, but I'm working on a lot of "Moe" projects.

Let's talk about VA beach for the Memorial Day weekend!

We get to VA beach on Saturday around 5:00/5:30 pm. The ride wasn't that bad, except for I can't turn left or right when I drive, I can only look forward, no side action, and I'm okay with that...
So what do we do when we get to the hotel...I went to take a dump, and lit up the entire bathroom area...What????!!!...then we go outside and walk on the boardwalk, make fun of people, find somewhere to eat, Eat...that's something that we do alot...Did we make it to the club, Ughhhhh No....We're all tired, thank you very much, and sleep is a much needed.

Sunday, Get your lazy buts up and eat breakfast...Moe why are you asleep on the couch...Don't ask! I winded up sleeping on the couch the whole vacation, 'tis okay, couch was comfy....Breakfast full of starch and no meat or protein....mhmmm, opposite of the Atkins...we had bagels, waffles, pancakes, oatmeal, grits, english muffins, juice, dry cereal, oj, and apple juice and of course the occasional hot cocoa, and coffee, who drinks coffee...back to the room, and we watch church, well actually we fell asleep on the church service, but hey at least we watched it....woke up, chose bathing suits to sport on the beach, HOT AS CRAP outside...Found a great spot on the beach, Why does it cost to rent a lounge chair, 10 bucks, yeah right, the hot sand seems to be more appealing, Did everyone lather down with sunscreen? YES! and who still got sunburned...Hey let's talk about the deep sea divers who were riding around dropped "Idunnohowmanyfeet" from a Air Force 'copter....Wow! We were amazed....I played in the sand, and I made a fish...dolphin....shark...thingy....i have pics to prove it...shut up! Carla got an upfront proposition to have a Memorial Day fling from a white boy on the beach...HAHAHAHa...you know make-out, hang-out and stuff....LOL....and then we go back to lay out on the beach, and who blocks my sun, but these guys from NY...So how'd you get here...you caught the bus...Yes...and you say you're 24...right!!!! really!! Anyway....Go away...Thanks...now back to getting sunburned....! So we leave the beach and walk around trying to find a toilet for pee-ing purpose....I got this cute t-shirt that said FedUp with Boys...get it...I guess you gotta see it....What else....We ate lunch at the Dough Boys place, it was good! And then we went back to the crib....Shower time....get dressed time....Someone call the radio station and see what's going on for tonight...Moe! Okay fine, and then the dude puts me on the radio!! ughhh!!!
Picassos, 30 bucks to get in....Quickly made a U-turn back to the beach...First of all it was located in a strip mall, 2nd of all there is no dress code, 3rd of all there's a church 2 spots over!...Right!!!
Wait, there's a club, let's go over, 20 bucks, let's go ahead and make another U-turn and go get something to eat, and of course....more sleep....
Shopping is fun!
Let's do that....Lynnhaven Mall, Hechts, Yes!! H&M...No!!! Dollar Store, Yes!!! Target, Oh heck yes!!!
Okay it's time to leave, on Tuesday...Breakfast...it's all about the starch...and driving in the HOV lane, but can't 'cuz it's closed...ain't that a bleep!
For more details about the VA Beach trip log on to www.moe-tells-all.com
Ciao people...
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