(I tried postin' a pic, but this crap isn't working)

Hey Everyone, Check it out, the kid has cut her hair off...for no particular reason, other than just doing it! That's all I have to say, come back another day maybe I'll have a long drawn out iteration of my boring life!!!
Okay then, bye bye now!

My thoughts about Valentine's Day....
It's a day perpetuated by a bunch of self-righteous and fake people, who love based on a condition, a situation, a holiday, built to make grocers, wine dealers, lingerie sellers, chocolate producers, and flower shops rich. I don't love based on a condition. Love makes you selfless, it makes you absolutely insane, and you want it so much that you go along with the madness voluntarily. There is a proverb that says:

Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endureth his torments willingly

Doesn't that crap make you want to vomit, I mean really! Let me be completely upfront with you all today, on this beautiful Tuesday, February 14, 2006.
I thought today would be an awesome day for me, unlike other Valentine's Days, when I either spent them with girlfriends, alone, family, or with someone special (at the time).
I really believed that this day would be different, spent with a person whom I've loved unconditionally, without paradox. Simple, pure, true love…been through the trenches, and just got back on the battlefield and fought more, even harder every time.
I’m an emotional creature, part because I’m female, part because I don’t have a solid foundation with the two men in my life who are/were suppose to love me unconditionally (my father and my brother), so I have issues with men, and part because I’m on birth control (the ladies can feel me on this one)…Me being emotional has nothing to do with how much I love, why I love or who I love, it just intensifies reactions…so you can say I am an intense person. When a person falls in love, or chooses to fall in love, it’s very passive aggressive, because its part choice, but then again, its not a choice…I guess it all depends! I don’t know.
Love confuses us because we “think” too much about it. It isn’t geometry, or applied physics, it’s a natural and raw emotion. Many tangents in this entry, but I hope all that are reading will follow. So I’m going to rap it up like this:
For everyone who has love, keep striving towards the ultimate perfection, like the love that God has for us, it’s a difficult journey, let us not be wooed by those who are selfish, who dictate, or those who find love as a convenience or are inconsistent with their love. Be patient with those who try, confront those who don’t try hard enough, be passionate to those who boast their love for you, and embarrass you in public, be weary of those who don’t relay it, not only to you, but to others, for love is not something that hides, love wide open…one who is in love isn’t ashamed to be “sprung”
Ladies: Find a man who worships you, and knows that there are other women, but he cannot imagine that there could be any other like you. Revel in your alone time – use is as a time for personal growth.
Gentlemen: When you know its love, you never really know whether your elation comes from the qualities of the one you love, or if it attributes to her. Walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across the field of daisies can only come later when you are sure they won’t laugh if you trip!
Now ladies and gentlemen, the reason for this blurb…I was in an awesome mood, the day is beautiful, had a good lunch, and then I read this on my boyfriend’s away message on AIM; tell me what you think, those of you that know me, know how to reach me:

I'm a loner today! To all in love Happy V-day!

So I say this to you all: The heart has its reasons that reasons know nothing of, I’m not trying to make sense of it, I just needed an outlet to vent

Ciao

Didn’t proof read this, and not going to…!

What's your type of man!?

1. MR. THUG LIFE
Advantages
a. Real good at making love
b. Fun and exciting
c. Makes you laugh
d. Has your back, will fight and protect you
Disadvantages
a. Usually drinks and smokes too much
b. Always got drama
c. Stays a thug forever
d. In and out of jail
2. MR. NAW, I DONT HAVE A GIRL
Advantages
a. Will take you out in the beginning
b. Will introduce you to all his friends
c. Compliments you all the time
Disadvantages
a. Has a girlfriend who hes been with since the 2nd grade
b. Will not get rid of her
c. He tells you about her after youve fallen in love with his *bleep*
3. MR. BIG BALLA
Advantages
a. Will give you money with no questions asked
b. Has alot of style to him
c. Will show you some of the nice things in life
Disadvantages
a. Never returns your pages
b. Feels he can come to your house at any given time without calling first
c. Loves to be around his boys more than you.
4. MR. IM IN THE INDUSTRY
Advantages
a. Can get you and your friends onthe guest list at all the jumpin parties
b. Can have a decent stimulating conversation
c. Tends to dress nice
Disadvantages
a. You dont know if hes gay, straight or bi
b. Seems flighty when you speak of a solid commitment
c. You still have to wait in line to get in all the jumpin parties,then theres drama at the door
d. All he has is a bunch of pictures with celebrities but he doesnt know any of them personally
5. MR. INTELLECTUAL
Advantages
a. Book smart
b. Cares about how you feel
c. Has a very good job
Disadvantages
a. Boring as hell
b. Doesnt know what the hell hes doin in bed
c. He is not street smart
d. Always asking you when can he see you again
6. MR. GHETTO
Advantages
a. THE BOMB IN BED!!!!!
b. Makes you laugh
c. Got mad style and flava
d. Has a temper, but generally a charming sweet guy
e. Says he want a real relationship
Disadvantages
a. He got 3 or more baby mommys
b. Wants to lay up in your crib, use the phone, and eat up all the food
c. Is in denial when you tell him about himself
d. Comes home at 3:00 am and says he was out with his boys
7. MR. IM A RIGHTEOUS BLACK MAN
Advantages
a. Will teach you about black history
b. Revolutionary
c. Inspiring & gives to you spiritually & emotionally
d. Wants a wife and family
Disadvantages
a. Breaks up with you for a white girl
b. Mo money-doesnt have a job
c. Doesnt own a nice suit, always wearing camouflage and oils
d. In the end, you find out he is just a trifling, con motha*bleep*a
8. MR. TOO DAMN GOOD
Advantages
a. Will introduce you to his mother
b. Has a job and will take you out
c. Will give you money for your bills if you need it
d. Sometimes he goes to church on Sunday
Disadvantages
a. Sometimes he goes to church on Sunday
b. Secretly wants to be Mr. Thug Life
c. Wears fake Movado & Rolex watches when he goes to the club
d. Ignores you when the game is on because he takes sports too serious -He didnt make it professionally
e.You find out after you break up with him that he was cheating on you
9. MR. PLAYA
Advantages
a. Will tell you the truth - that youre not the only one
b. Sometimes hes fairly decent in bed
c. He tells you that youve changed him and hes ready to settle down
d. Has his own apartment and car (invites you to move in with him)
Disadvantages
a. He doesnt acknowledge you in public, especially if theres women around
b. Generally he is a punk (wont stand up for anything)
c. He expects you to believe all his lies just because he told you the truth about other women
d. After you catch his lyin *bleep*, he tells you that he told you that he was a playa in the beginning anyway
10. MR. I HAVE A JOB
Advantages
a. Of course.... he has a job
b. Doesnt have too many bad habits
c. Will take care of you when youre sick
d. Tells you that he is in love with you
Disadvantages
a. You stay in the relationship 2 years or more and then find out hes a shiftless, lazy son-of-a-*bleep* who wants you to do all the wifely duties but wont give you a ring
b. He ends up telling you that he loves you, but is not "in love" with you
c. After he leaves you he gets married a month later
11. MR. BEST FRIEND
Advantages
a. Hes your best friend, you tell each other everything; you get along very, very well
b. He gives you advice when you and your man are having problems
c. The ultimate gentleman
d. Sweet and caring with a good sense of humor
Disadvantages
a. You end up hooking up with him only to find he aint about *bleep* either!
b. Now, you gotta find a new best friend because you cant stand his *bleep* no more
12. MR. RIGHT
Advantages
a.He loves God and takes his relationship with God seriously
b. He is intellectual, brilliant, and capable of taking you there mentally and emotionally
c. He will love you even when you are not lovable
d. He has a career and not a job!
e. He acknowledges his faults and strives to be a better man
f. He understands a relationship is built on a 200% quota - 100% him and 100% you
g. He doesnt have a bunch of kids and babies mommas - hes smarter than that
h. He is a true best friend and everything you ever wanted in a man
i. He was cute when you met him. But, after spending sometime you see hes fine as hell!
j. He can dress - knows the difference b/t formal, semi-formal, professional, business casual, casual, and since we are just chilling let me throw on some sweats and a fitted hat
h. He loves his mother and respects women
Disadvantages
a. YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE HE IS BECAUSE HE'S ALREADY WITH ME!!


Ha hahahahah that's a bold face lie....How about i have a combination of 2, 6, 8, and a possible 10!....what's your combination.

Geesh bruva, cheating, lying and betrayel...sounds like a serious, serious story...I'll be looking forward to the heart wrenching, tear jerking, can't stop reading dickey-logue....

What do I have to say, nothing much....the usual, I don't like my job, I need more money, i need to be doing something interesting every day, the only thing that i do like about my job is that i get to travel, i just came back from chicago, and i'm going to philadelphia next week. I am very much interested in looking for something better, but I can't, because I have an obligation to this organization. Why me Lord!
There are tons of stuff going on...Ladies...word to you: Don't date men with children, or starving artist. That's all I have to say about that. It takes a certain type of person...and you know what that person is, the same type, they have to be going through the same thing. Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints....I don't even have enough typing power to tell you the amount of nonsense that goes on in my life nowadays, it's just blah!....I am down to two jobs...at least... but who wants to have two jobs, i don't, but i do, because i have bills, bills that we won't speak of. At some point, i'm going to have some time, and i'm just going to let it all out, and you will be pulling at your hair, feeling my pain.

Until next time,

Ciao

I know, I know, I know...
I took a personality test today, and I'm a Phlegmatic Melancholy or a Melancholy Phlegmatic, however you want to look at it...

I haven't been blogging, and I don't have a reason, I 've just been busy...I miss everyone, and I'll be back in effect soon...so watch out for me, the life of the powerful 5-footer is getting more and more interesting...and the birthday is coming up...

October 9, 2005 - Moe's Birthday!!!!! Happy birfday to me, Happy birfday to me, Happy birfday to mmmeeeee! Happy birfday to me, and Many more!

I have not been bloggin' and I should be shot!
There's a lot of stuff going on, there are tons of stuff not going on...I don't have the energy to write about it, because the air conditioning is broken in my office...How 'bout that? I have another job...Another job...Yes! another job...I work for a car dealership...and no I can't get you a discount on a lincoln or a ford! Great...Now that we've got that out of the way...

I have to really sit down and write, and I don't have it right now, because my boss is here, and well...he can tell when I'm b-sing, I have been the least productive today, than i've been ever, let's just say, on my weekly report, I'll have a lot of b-sng to do...feel me...
Least i can do is tell you what's up!

Yahoo IM...AIM...Blackplanet...Facebook...and Hi5...what's going on with our generation?

I think I'm being "internet" stalked...but whatever.

Are there any interesting questions boggling my mind? I don't think so...if there were, it would probably be the question of the knowledge of the male species or something like that...? You know something that is a rhetoric. That word made me think of someone...and like that the thought is gone... Anyone reading information about Flipping... I read in the paper that some dumb chick got fines and stuff for flipping houses in the Baltimore area, for this outrageous amount of money...I think I'm going to start looking for a house, when i get another job...I can't live at home forever...debt follows you wherever you go, so getting rid of it just means getting more.

Working on the modeling agency
still designing clothes
getting contacts, meeting prospective clients
working two jobs
maintaining sanity
photo shoot coming up
getting ready for vacation in miami
getting ready for business travel
looking forward to...nothing in particular


Still strugglin'

Ciao!

I'm gonna dance my pain away
I got problems
I'm gonna dance my pain away
I got problems
Woooaaaahhhh oohh woooahhh
Wooooaahhhh oohhh wooooahhh


DJ Rod Lee...

I swear, Baltimore is funny!

Okay so on another funny note...I got my picture on my first promotions flyer...Yes Bloggers, Me!!! Wanna see it, there it go!

Ciao!!